I find it uncomfortable when people ask me questions like ‘when do you want to get married’ or ‘have kids’ or ‘what do you want to do after you graduate’. In all honesty? I don’t know. Sometimes it baffles me when people ask me questions like that. How can I know when I’m going to get married? I don’t believe in a certain ‘age’, and I would never get married just to get married, and I don’t think its a compulsory act in life, but it’s sad that is how most of the world sees it, it’s like, everyone has to get married ONE DAY. Why, for some people, just to get divorced anyways?  I can’t express how excited and how scared I am at the same time to be free for a while of these social expectations after I graduate because I plan to travel before I look for a job, eurrghh. Life is so precious, and you’re only young once (CLICHE CLICHE). Why should I be restricted by these expectations? Inevitably, once I do have a career and get swept up by the system, I probably wont have time to do these things.. For once in my life I want to do things truly my way, for a while anyway.

And I know I should feel bad for it and I do, kinda, but I hardly know what my plans are for the next day. I know some people think I won’t get anywhere by not having these ‘ideals’ of life planned out and it is scary. But you really gotta learn not to give a f*ck. I just want to try my hardest at whatever I’m doing now and I definitely think you should live life to the fullest. Some people are so preoccupied by these ‘rules’ that they forget to really enjoy the true beauty of life, and discover how amazing the Earth is (if you think I sound silly then… you really don’t have a effin clue just how amazing it is).

So I cannot wait to be out of this system/establishment where my life is determined by other people and live my life how I want to for a while, and be freeeeee as a bird with no commitments, because OBVIOUSLY one day I am going to have a career then I’m going to be married with 3 kids *rolls eyes.*